Life is full of excitement and cowardice. While our work is going well, everything can suddenly turn upside down. We lose courage. The excitement inside us suddenly slows us down like a medicine mixed with blood. To be an entrepreneur or to be an employee. What can I do if I am an entrepreneur? What are my limits? What is my capacity? How much of a researcher am I? How far can I see? When you make plans, some steps seem rosy, but when you get involved in the work, you enter a vicious circle.
You should have a job that you can’t understand how you are tired of, so what should it be? A person should progress on the job they have apprenticed to and know.
You go back and forth between logic and heart: a little logic, a little risk and excitement. On average, if we accept that every consistent effort will eventually result in success, we shouldn’t dwell on past failures too much. There are many moments when we have succeeded and been lucky. Maybe the lottery never came out but…
One day when I look back; will there be a longing left or will I be living in the moment…
